Even though I was a part of your life before any of them, the day I ask you to be in mine will be the day I know I will lose you in my life forever because it has always been them before me.
I have grown to accept that, even though it hurts me and cuts me to the core knowing that you will never choose me over them. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you or about what things would be like if you played an active role in my life, but you have always had another family that came before me. I question every day if you will be the person to walk me down the aisle at my wedding or if it will be someone else. Your relationship with your wife has destroyed your relationship with me. I had just one, but because of that I am stronger. I missed a childhood with two parents loving and supporting me. As a kid growing up, I missed out on more things than I can put into words because of you. It gives my friends the indication that I am into that guy.ĭid you forget about me or do you just not care? I don’t know the answer anymore and truly don't want to. For example, I am at a restaurant with my friends and a guy walks in and I shift my focus onto that guy. If you are having a conversation and a person walks into the room and he pays very close attention to said person then it would mean into to that gender. You know what they say the eyes is the window to the soul. Homosexuals have a twinkle in their eyes. If there is a guy that you suspect is gay pay attention to his eyes. Then the likely hood is that he maybe gay. So If there is a guy that you think might be gay than if his friend group is made up of 85% of females. Does that consider me gay? Supposedly it does. I as a homosexual I have a lot of friends who are females with a small handful of guy friends. They also tend to wear pink on Wednesdays.
Does he look like a model in a magazine? Does he walk better in high heel than you? Can you see bare skin above the knee? Does he constantly have a clean look? Then he maybe gay.